My Thoughts

WORDS

2010-12-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

simple words, made up by alphabets.

aimed to express one's feelings towards another.

however these words, can be so lethal.

it causes pain. physically but more importantly mentally,

which would last for a long time.

am i, really that imperfect?

am i, perfectly imperfect?

i wonder. i wonder.

some of the times i feel like no one.

useless to the world, open to all the attacks of brutal words which me myself choose to listen.

it really hurts, when u try so hard, yet, u dont get anywhere :(

Ignorance

2010-11-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes ignorance is the best.
it makes you think less.
prevents you form making assumptions.
makes you think that there's some good left inside of you.
however ignorance sometimes makes you grow cocky.
makes you think you're the best.
but sometimes, things said to you are so bad and hurtful,
that ignorance can play no part.
the damage has been done.
even though you want to ignore, and try to,
you just can't seem to think about it,
again and again.
ignorance, a double edged sword

p/s: i have a new blog fyi :)

Self centered bastard

2010-11-11T15:18:00.002+08:00

he thinks he's the only one in the world that is important.
he thinks he's always right.
he only cares about himself.
he's mostly a bastard at night.
he really isn't worth it.
and she definitely deserves more.
but whatever he does now,
only cause her heart to sore.
he regrets with all his heart,
he really cannot withstand them apart.
he hopes he can turn back time,
but he knows, he's asking for it all this time.

The worst feeling

2010-10-22T18:06:00.001+08:00

is when your closest ones ask whether you are okay,
showing that how caring they are towards you,
yet you disappoint them..

That, made me want to go to the showers.. and hide from the truth..

FML

2010-10-22T17:15:00.003+08:00

today.. some part inside of me died.. i dont know whether this would be a turning point..
or would it lead to me failing in life..
i'm seriously disappointed.. in myself.. letting everyone else down..
especially my parents, which came down to see me the day before.. and i even have the courage to quarrel with them.. answer them back, when what i can give in return is this..
i really feel like nothing now.. i really hope i could just disappear right now..
and the big problem is.. im really really disappointed in myself.. never once i have felt this way before..
i think im wasting everyone's time..
im really sorry..
to everyone out there who believed in me so much..
to M & D, even though now is the time i need you the most, i know i would just break down in front of you if you were still near me..
to JJ, thanks for the support and without you, i think i'll be doing something stupid now..
to KK, you believe in me so much and loved me since i was a little baby i dont know what i would do if u appeared in front of me.. im so shameful of myself..
to all my friends, i've let you down.. maybe i should have just stayed at where i was..
and to Gwen, i love you alot, but im really feeling like shit now...

i havent been like this ever since i was leaving all my close friends about 3 years ago..
but trust me, it's so much worse now.. :(

it pains to know you're that bad, but when someone who believed in you asked you whether you're okay after such a disappointing event, it really kills me.

calling myself a nobody is an understatement.. :(

Seriously..

2010-09-30T19:40:00.003+08:00

Sometimes im really lost..
I did things that you did..
I lost things that you did..
I said things that you did..
But yet it was me who was always..
Always on the wrong side..
Sometime i dont mind..
Cause i try to make up..
For things that I've done in the past..
But sometimes..
Seriously..
I'm just lost..

Life So Far

2010-08-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

well.. im doing fine here.. surviving should be the word..
just scrapped through my exams, and even more tests are coming soon..
promos are in 6 weeks time..
asean dance in 2 weeks time..
trainings are still as exhausting and energy sapping..
and life is well... tiring i guess..
i miss the days, earlier in the year, where i could just sit back and relax, surfing the net, doing my own work, chatting, playing
although im stilled hooked onto facebook now and im still connected to the internet everytime i get back to the hostel, however my time spent on the computer is much lesser now..
i dont blog much, i dont update my status much, hell i dont even chat with ppl on WindowsLive..
life with love grows better every second..
however time is a problem as i have alot of commitments.. i feel really sorry sometimes.. :(
i really hope everything turns out fine..
i hope AseanDance would be a success..
i hope i would do well in my Promos:) everyone else too ^^
i hope i would do better in soccer too.. the A Div!!
i hope i would be a better man ( not boy d :)), better son, better friend and of course, a better Boyf. :)

PS: i dont know why but i like Christian songs. they're catchy and nice <3

Tired

2010-08-15T17:50:00.003+08:00

im really drained out..
workload is getting heavier by the day.. trainings are not getting easy..
pw datelines are creeping ever closer.. Asean Dance is just 3 weeks away..
and i can go on and on..
i really hope there would be someone who can help me.. help me with all this work..
even if it's a really small help, i would appreciate it alot..
it'll be even better if all the work can be done by that person...
however i know it wont happen..
im left alone to face this... how i wish..
how i wish i could just dissappear this instance.. but that would make me irresponsible, no?
i'll do fine i guess.. i'll just be one dead lifeless body after all this shit..
and thats not all.. there's still promos after this.. omfg.. save me please..

Dying :(

I miss home

2010-07-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

yeah.. a sudden wave of nostalgia swept over me...
i dont know why.. and i dont know exactly when.. but i suddenly miss my warm comfy bed..
i miss homecooked food by my lovely aunt..
i miss the pampering and love by my parents..
i miss driving to the gym early in the morning with my mom..
i miss cranking stupid jokes with my dad..
i miss going to Bangi Kopitiam with mom and dad and just talking..
i miss my frieds.. especially the close ones..
i miss playing futsal and having dinner later..
i miss playing badminton and also having dinner later..
i miss getting drunk and everybody stays over at my place..
i miss watching movies on my teevee..
i miss.............

Life is kinda clockwork nowadays..
trainings have become more intense... thrice a week.. mon, wed, fri..
terms was kinda ok.. hope i'll be safe..
btw we( malaysian's ) performed a song during Celebration of Culture last week...
had a duet part with LOVE.. niceeee

and yeah.. SPAIN won... watching it with other borders was kinda nice...

anyway.. i gotta go sleep.. dont know why but im kinda excited for the new week.. yay...

Nights..

Life sucks like

Soccer Camp

2010-07-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

well my long weekend of relaxing and going out was dashed by the prospect of having the LEGENDARY soccer camp on saturday till monday..
i just finished my history paper on friday, but was spared from going out and relaxing, and i had to go back to school on saturday for the camp.. staying on till monday.. and tuesday was a school day again.. so basically i live in the school ^^
saturday morning didnt start off well.. brazil lost the day before.. and when we were asked to fall in and check our packing list.. many teammates including myself didnt bring loads of stuff they wanted us too...
therefore, we were asked to throw everything in the middle of the circle which we stood to form, and asked to pack up everything in 30 seconds.. therefore we just chugged everything inside our bags, taking random stuff from teammates and not knowing where our stuff went ( turn out at at i lost a couple of tshirts and underwaer :( )
after that we were asked to change into our pe attire as we did some played some ice breaker games.. all seemed well until at night, where we had the "amazing race".. turns out to be the worst thing of the day, as my group's first station was the eating station, and we had to consume cili padis, wasabi-tabasco-chill sause and some preserved shitty stuff.. i immediately went to the toilet to vomit out the stuff after finished the touch, and chili padi went through my nose ( ouchh!! )
the night went from bad to worse.. we were woken up twice in the middle of the night for an apparent "firedrill".. both times we were punished badly by the seniors, doing pushups and the now infamous "buddha clap"..
slept like only 6 hours for 2 nights..
the next day turned out fine.. had Physical training early in the morning followed by strategy games.. had to plan a dinner and performance for the teachers and seniors, and we were grouped to carry out tasked.. i was in the performace group.. and we planned a funny drama play which everyone laughed their ass of later during the camp..
we played a friendly with the seniors too.. we were doing well when we took the lead 1-0 and 2-1, but in the end lost 4-2.. but it was good experience.. i played an actual "match" for the first time, and as a right back too, which is not my usual position...
we prepared steamboat for the seniors after that.. and was blasted badly for doing so, as the said we didnt put in effort.. i had to admit that the food kinda sucked, and i regret not doing better for the seniors, as they put in alot of effort in making this camp a success..
watched Remember The Titans later, and that show really resemble us in a way.. haha.. just hope that we win the title like them later..
we went to bed with a full stomach of Mc D's cheeseburgers thanks to the seniors, but was woken up 330 in the morning for "THE FINAL JOURNEY"..
my Ong said that this was it.. a swimming/raft building/teamwork activity followed by a 20km run to see whether we were committed to the squad..
the raft pushing/ swimming part was a real struggle for me, as i was not a good swimmer, but in the end i prevailed, thanks to my teammates..
the run was long and tiring, but thanks to H-Two-Os and 100plus and kitkat along the way, together with singing our soccer version of "it's my life", tiktok, baby and nothing on you, the whole team managed to pull through, without anyone dropping out...
i was so impressed by the whole team..
when we came back, mr ong said he was very proud of us, and welcome us to the ACJC soccer team officially..
his words of welcome was well worth it for going through the entire camp.. it made me stronger in the inside, with a burning desire to go all out to make it to the team..
we played water polo after that, which was a first for me, and i enjoyed it.. and then, it was time to say goodbye ><
I would like to thank the whole squad for the experience we shared in the camp, which i would surely keep for the rest of my entire life, and also the J2s, especially Lionel and Trevor ( the "Devil" which made Buddha Claps famous ) for making us go through shit which actually made us come closer together as one team..

ACJC Soccer class of 2011... This time, we go ALL THE WAY!!!

Everybody Has Finished, Except me

2010-07-01T09:26:00.002+08:00

i still have geog! majority of the students have finished their terms, except me... i have till friday!!
GEOG first.. in 2.5 hours time..
history in less then one more day.. and i havent touched SEA history yet..
dieeeeeee

What is your worth?

2010-06-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Am I really worth it?
Am I good enough?
Do I deserve this?
Should I be like that?
Anyone to enlighten me?
Im lost... Really lost...
Sometimes everything just seems to go wrong for you, and you would then find comfort in the one you trust in..
But what if...
That person is not there for you at the moment...
You suffer..
You scream..
You cry..

Terms : Day 2

2010-06-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

I still have time to blog. That shows what state i am in now.. HOPELESS..
well im sat for 3 papers so far, GP and Maths on Day1 and Econs today..
well.. all of the papers were okok... it's not easy yet no difficult.. however all the papers are very subjective, so i'll not judge myself base on how do i think i will fare, i'll just expect the worse and hope for a surprise..
there's no paper for me tomorrow, so yeah.. i can spend some time blogging here..
History is killing me.. Together with Geog it's suicidal.. But me LIKEY.. haha.. dont know why.. beats memorizing bond pair or genomes and mRNA.. although i can memorise them but i dont see the point..
well my weekend is ruined i guess.. it was suppose to be a long weekend as monday will be youth day, which means no school..
but there's gonna be soccer camp in school from saturday till monday.. so yeah.. there goes my weekend..
will be spending it with a bunch of guys doing stuff which will make us sweat and feel exhausted ( sounds wrong, no?? ).. rather than spending time with Gwen ^^
i really dont know how im gonna survive this term.. i heard that training will be increased to 3 times a week.. monday wednesday friday.. with friendlies on saturday..
thats like 4 days a week.. and i still have ASEAN com.. everything... OMFG...

i think i better plan out my life now.. before retreating back to my own world of "studying".. peace ^^ byee

Terms Countdown: 2 days

2010-06-26T01:52:00.002+08:00

i think im gonna screw terms..
the one-week-back-before-holidays-end-to-study plan didnt quiet turn out to be productive..
alot of distractions.. and i procrastinate too much..
ahh i just hope i survive.. God help me please ^^

well.. the distractions are mainly facebook and the worldcup.. schools should abolish exams to let us watch the world cup..
WTH its an event that takes place once every 4 years.. its a global event too.. so why wont school cancel terms for the sake of us being part of this event.. SCREW it.. lol

well.. i havent touched history.. but the rest.. i think i sort of went thru.. sure die one la.. but i dont wanna die so badly only.. hahaha..
all the best to me..

Momma said dont go out with strangers ^^

FIFA World Cup

2010-06-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

the so-called biggest sporting event has arrived..
the world cup which is hosted every 4 years arrives at South Africa..
south africa is a beautiful country.. my parents went theremany years ago.. and only by looking at the pictures they took i felt that the place was magical..
football fever has taken over the whole world.. at least for 1 month..
the first match between mexico and host south africa was on friday.. i watched it with my relatives.. the football match was later told by many as being exciting, but i guess i didnt really watch it cause i was kinda drunk.. drank a lot and was blurry..
well im disappointed cause England could only managed a draw with USA.. all thanks to Robert Green's blunder..
other than that.. most of the matches were mundane and slow paced.. i think i enjoyed the South Korean match the most.. Park Ji Sung scored!!!
i cant believe it;s 4 more days till my sojourn in M'sia ends.. ><
OMFG my term exams are in 2 weeks time.. im dead.. seriously..
i think i must mug my ass off when im back in singapore.. not to score.. but to SURVIVE.. hahaha
well.. shall continue watching football.. Go Portugal.. Go Ronaldo.!

Guys Are Not Always Wrong

2010-06-08T14:09:00.002+08:00

yeah this is something random i wanna bring up since im kinda bored..
well.. my good friend recently went through a break up.. he told us on that day itself and we got drunk together and slept over at my place that night..
who is not important.. but why and how is the thing im gonna comment about..
well.. long story short.. break ups usually happens because of misunderstandings..
jealousy is usually the suspect, but sometimes, people just grow far apart..
and guys are always viewed as the culprits.. even if it's the girl who called for the break-up.. the finger pointing always ends up with the boy because he was the root of everything..
well actually.. i think men show when they're jealous, but women are more jealous but they just keep it to themselves.. and through jealousy, it slowly transform a perfect relationship into a rocky one..
couples must believe in one another, and not be suspicious over small matters..
sacrifice is also very important.. and i think men sacrifice more.. im not being bias or anything, but i think men are susposed to sacrifice more.. we were made to protect women in everyway we can, at least that is what i think..
women are allowed to cry over someone's shoulder, but for men, it's a big no-no..
we men are suppose to show that we're macho and impervios to hurt and pain, both physically and mentally, however it's a wrong mindset..
men are sometimes fragile too.. i admit.. i had my times.. and it wasn't easy..
men are sensitive too ( to those who disagree, 2 middle fingers for you.. oo0oo oo0oo NA~!)
even the smallest thing might cause a slight tinge or singe in the heart, which might grow worse..
and i pity my friend.. the few of us close friends know his situation, and we blame neither the guy nor the girl..
however.. the girl's friends cant stop blabbering about him being wrong and so.. and making it public too..
well.. i guess problems like these are best left to the "victims" to figure out, although sharing it with close friends which would not tell the whole world ( especially the guy/girl who just broke up with their friend ) about how they feel and "shower" him/her with their thoughts..
so.. love is a crazy thing to get involved in..
it can make you feel like you're flying.. and make you smile even though everything is going wrong for you that day.. or make you get out of bed in the morning ( ^^ )..
however it can make u feel like your heart is shatterred into a million-ga-zillion pieces.. make you cry alone in your room.. or just make you feel like slamming your head against the wall..
however.. it is love that will eventually solve everything.. love is everything.. love makes the world go round..
and im glad im in love.. Thank You.

<3 GWEN

We meet again

2010-06-06T22:16:00.003+08:00

met up with my besties at last on friday.. 6 days after coming back home..=.=
went for badminton.. had to rush there.. finished my driving test which i passed easily then went to setia alam for badminton..
i must admit.. badminton is a sport im neither good nor bad at..
i think it's in all malaysian's blood.. cause practically badminton is the 2nd best sport we're good at ( 1st is squash.. go Datuk Nicol David!!)
tasted mamak for the first time in months after badminton.. had loads of fun..
futsal on saturday took its toll on my body..
its aching all over now... maybe cause i still went to gym today..
well.. sis is coming back tomorrow.. im looking forward to it.. dont know why but... haha...

Hope is the last thing you lose in life.. when you're alive, there's always hope

Movies that melted my heart

2010-06-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

well.. today went by kinda fast..
although i was extremely bored throughout the day.. but it magically passed by kinda fast..
much thanks to movies that i watched today on my laptop..
the first was Hachiko: A Dog Story..
i finished gyming and decided to watch a movie.. and this caught my eye in the list og hundereds of movies i have in my harddrive..
the movie was nice..VERY.. i freaking cried.. and to people who know me well.. I DONT FREAKING CRY OVER A MOVIE..
its just now me.. i always laugh at my mom and sister when they get all teary eyed over some movie or drama..
but now here i am.. tears dripping down.. that was how touching the movie was..
it shows us that dogs, or animals, have feelings too.. and they are extremely loyal..
the world would be a much better place if more people actually act like dogs/animal.. haha.. kinda ironic, no??!!
well i guess i was kinda sad too caused it reminded me of my dog which passed away 1.5 years ago..
he was 10 years old.. and i grew up with him.. he didnt do wonders like wait for me at the railway station like Hachi did in the movie.. but it actually waited for the whole family to come back from our holiday in Taiwan before passing away.. :(
may u rest in peace, dear NIKKI.

the next show was the Blind Side.. it was nice.. it was meaningful..
and its another true story ( Hachiko too! ).. well.. its about this boy who grew up homeless until somebody took care of him.. he was black.. but his foster parents were white.. and he became successful NFL player in the end..
i didnt cry though.. gotta keep my macho man look intact..
oh ya.. i went swimming today.. for the first time in a gazillion years..
i swam blind though.. forgot my goggles.. and i did some tanning too..
gotta tan myself.. the sun wasnt so strong today.. so i think i gotta do it a few more times..
gwen said im like an albino.. and i admit.. kinda ugly with tan lines all over.. haha..

and yeah.. driving lessons today were a waste of time.. i could drive perfectly well already ^^

<3 GWEN

Everyone is special

2010-06-01T23:50:00.005+08:00

Well.. I think it's about time i posted something not really related or revolving about what happens around me..
today im here to talk about what i think about different people..
everyone has their own specialties..
be it in singing, dancing, or sports ( which i can do all but not sure about being really good at it )..
everyone is special in their own way..
it's also a way to showcase their talent.. and show their own style and personality..
i think it's very wrong to judge someone on what they do or practice..
being a guy who dance isn't gay or anything.. i was in dance in secondary school and im proud of it..
i learned a lot of things from dance.. and i certainly tasted glory being in it..
performing in front of international judges from all over the world, or in front of a sold out crowd in the Esplanade, or closing the ceremony for the AYG, i enjoyed every single second of it..
so what if people think it's gay for a guy to dance, i think these people are just shallow minded, causing dancing instills responsibilty and the trainings are just as tough..
a real man wouldn't be shy to stand up and show what they really like.. and i can say i like dance. and i think it's not gay at all..

I love singing too.. I know people dont think guys who sing are gay..
but i love it when they stare at me when i sing.. maybe cause they didnt expect someone like me could sing i guess, no??
i remember the day when i was not more than 5 years old..
i would sing hokkien songs on the karaoke machine for my grandmum.. i guess i liked singing from that day on..
i had vocal trainings for a few months... but that's about it..
i dont like vocal trainings i guess.. i just like singing..
i makes me feel good.. singing out my feelings and emotions..

And now.. My cca is soccer..
i know many people think that me changing from dance to soccer is kinda weird..
from performing arts to sports..
many think that guys changing to sports cca in JC is because they wanna get tough and buff..
but thats not the case for me.. i love soccer or football..
it makes me happy.. it makes me energetic when a ball is at my feet..
although i do admit im not the best at it.. but i really really like it..
i know i played basketball from primary till secondary.. and only really picked up soccer when i was 14 or so.. but.. i dont know why i still like soccer more..
maybe its because i watch football and the EPL.. maybe...
but soccer trainings in my school are the toughest... and i wouldn't go into detail about it.. training sessions are top secret! (we wanna win next year and we cant share it with our enemies! haha)
well.. althoug i do admit i wanna get fit.. but i changed my cca from dance to soccer because i really love soccer and would like to try something new..
i was at crossroads earlier in the year where i had to choose from soccer, dance and choir ( i could have joined. got through auditions )..
and im glad i chose to join soccer.. will try my best to make it to the team next year..

and yeah.. gwen's in Photog.. and boy... she's good..
i love being her model... and she edits them till i look even better...
haha.. not bad having a Photog girlfriend.. takes nice photos for u other than loving you.. heee ^^
here are a few shots from her of me.. and im quiet good myself too.. at least my camwhoring skills..
what to say ehh.. im a natural.. haha

OMFG i look good, no??!! ^^

Camwhoring number one.. ( horny look )

My best so far.. ^^

Well.. holidays are boring as usual.. kinda clockwork..

morning wake up.. breakfast.. gym.. come back.. online.. lunch.. online.. sleep maybe.. dinner.. tv... supper maybe.. online till late at night..

my friends have college.. they have exams soon.. FML.. haha...

gwen's coming down... i hope we can at least meet.. miss her ttm laa.. ^^

nights ^^ ( although i wont sleep so early )

Next plane home, literally ( copied from gwen's blog hahaha )

2010-05-30T11:29:00.000+08:00

well.. im at terminal 1 now.. waiting to board the plane to go back to my home sweet home..
it's been more the 2 months since i went home.. and i can assure u.. i am homesick..
but i dont know why.. but i miss HER more..
i just hopes this 3 weeks goes by very fast...
i love u gwen...
and i miss u lots...
gotta go d.. boarding time..
yeappiiii ^^

Review Sem 1, 2010

2010-05-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

well.. tomorrow's the last day of school.. yeappi..
so i think i should sum up my life so far in the first semester of JC life..
well.. JC life.. one word to descibe it.. AWESOME..
gone are the lesson after lesson timetables.. we have breaks ( some as long as 2 hours ) between lessons..
and in those breaks we can do loads of stuff like eat (?! who doesnt?), gyming ( i like ), swimming ( never tried. never plan to ), the cafe ( hahaha.. only a selected few know ) etc etc...
lessons are relatively nice and easy.. as in i take it easy la.. not that the things studied are easy.. haha.. im kinda dying for history and geog...
well as for my CCA.. i think its kinda nice..
well.. it did made me become fitter i guess..
2.4km run used to be a problem passing... now im acing it.. woohoo~~
and yeah.. hostel life is fine... especially when the one u love is in it too.. awww ^^
but i dont get why the hostel needs us to pack up the whole god damn blooddy room for the june holidays.. wtffff.... waste my time...
so im kinda in holiday mood already.. recovering from my sickness... i think i'll be fine by tomorrow..
and after lessons end at 1.30pm tomorrow.. expect things to go CRAZYYYYYYYY!! woohoo~~

Lemme show you whatcha missin.. paradise~

Sick

2010-05-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

falling sick is not fun..
especially when u're really sick..
well if u dont get my point.. since coming to singapore.. i "fall sick" when i dont wanna go to school.. not always.. but once in a blue moon..
however.. im really sick now.. and i feel like crap..
i missed 2 days of training already.. and i like training..
my room is still in a mess.. and im supposed to check out 2 days later..
i have lots to pack, clean and prepare for my long holidays back home..
and im leaving><
since when did leaving singapore for home was so tiring, sad and unwilling.. omg.. i juz wanna relax..

FAILURE

2010-05-24T19:43:00.002+08:00

being someone's partner.. it's ur responsibilty to make him or her happy at every moment..
when ur partner is down.. u should do ur best to make sure things take a 180degree turn..
and u should NEVER EVER make him or her sad/angry/emo etc....
i cant seem to get the last part right..
at least once a day.. AT LEAST..
i know it hurts her.. but it hurts me even more.. i feel like a total failure..
im really sorry.. i feel useless... u deserve better... seriously..
but im totally useless... i am...
im no one... sorry

Crazy little thing called

2010-05-23T23:28:00.003+08:00

LOVE..
everytime she's close.. my heart beats faster..
the sight of her will make my day..
he smile would make me go over the moon..
a simple chat would make me estatic..
holding hands makes my heart melt..
hugging you makes my legs wobbly..
however..
a frown on you makes me sad..
a tear from you stabs my heart..
a quarrel with you gives me insomnia..
u falling sick makes me feel helpless..
u talking with others make me jealous..
u ignoring me make me wanna cry out loud..
u leaving me makes me wanna kill myself..

That.. ladies and gentleman.. is what love is to me..

><.. still.. we have to leave..

19th May

2010-05-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

well.. today was quiet boooooring...
went to marina barrage after school for learning journey.. and it was... booooring.. haha..
never really did pay attention during the tour.. my eyes were atrracted by something.. haha.. guess who.. lol
after that we went to orchard to do our gp outing thingy..
gwen tagged along.. so sweet^^

well.. it's my nature to keep asking.. i've been like that since i was young..
but i think im gonna change.. cause nothing is more important than your happiness to me..
cheer up.. ^^

Ultimate Secret Known

2010-05-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

ohhhh shitttt.... this is bad...
my ultimate secret has been known by someone...
and she's gonna use it against me...
im so dead... somebody help me plz.. now i really hope i've believed in god before..
hahaha... nvm i'll survive

Almost there

2010-05-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

well.. i finished my Gp package test and SEA history test today.. so there's only maths left..
omg i cant believe that term 2 has gone by so quickly.. cant believe that JC life is just going pass so fast.. omg i want time to stop...
im loving life here.. and i must be lying if i say that now is not the best moment of my life since coming over to singapore..
everything's so fine.. i have a nice life over here.. i have a nice partner.. ^^ i have nice friends.. thank god.. lol.. although i dont believe in that ><
anyways.. tomorrow's gonna be a slack day i guess.. learning journey yay... haha
gotta do something constructive now.. byeee

1 month

2010-05-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

well yeah.. its officially one month now..
time really flies when u're in love i guess.. ^^ its been a long time since i feel so loved by someone.. and i really hope it lasts...
it feels like we've been together for ages.. yet, its only 30 days..
its gonna be a busy week this week but i will survive i guess.. one smile from her would make me go on for the whole day.. thats how important she is..
holidays are real soon.. 2 more weeks.. and i dont really wanna leave..
im gonna die without her by my side.. mayb not really dead.. but i'll definitely feel empty inside.. !!
i'll make sure we meet up at least once!

gtg... but before that.. did i mention im in love with fong gwen lyn ?? haha ^^

Concert and Shows

2010-05-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

well... im just watching concerts non stop nowadays..
went for harp concert yesterday.. seniors were performing.. so i was a good junior and supported them..
zhijing had choir concert today in UCC.. she's in hwa chong..
decided to support to.. and UCC brings back memories when i was in dance last year..
and surely.. i went to both of these concerts with gwen.. lol..
we just cant seem to be separted nowadays..
ok nothing much to say...
i ate alot.. i think im getting fat.. good ^^

12th May.. Nice

2010-05-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

today was fun.. today was new..
went to support acjc's girl's volleyball team..
and oh my.. i was impressed.. especially with kate..
left school early as the match was schedule to start at 1230pm..
there was a charatered bus the bring us there.. CCAB.. which was in tanglin..
well we lost the first set after being 22-18 up.. but eventually lost 23-25..
but like our motto.. the best is yet to be..
we bounced back.. and with style.. we thrashed the hell out of them.. winning the next 3 sets straight to book a place in the finals for the first time in our history..
in most of the sets.. we were down by either 3 or 4 points but came back everytime.
much thanks to us the supporters who shouted non stop.. i think it affected the vj girls.. haha.. yeah.. we won VJC.. woots ^^ facing hwan chong in the final who we won earlier on in the group stages.. we really have a shot!!
well.. i was impressed by kate.. my classmate.. she has one helluva spike.. i wont be bullying her anymore.. i don wanna die.. haha..

well i cabbed back with my soccer bros after the match.. for training..
reach late.. and cleaned the cage.. ran 5km+ not on the track but around dover area.. nice..
came back and did gymming... worked out quiet a lot.. but i feel good..
having 5 stations test for NAFA tomorrow during PE.. hope i wont be exhausted by todays training..
meeting gwen later.. life's good ^^

11th May

2010-05-11T20:39:00.002+08:00

hey boys and girls... mothers day was 2 days ago.. did u wish ur mom??
i certainly did.. good boy.. was glad to know that mom and dad are actually going out for movies.. like for REAL! haha..
i miss them a lot.. nvm.. 3 more weeks and i'll be home..
speaking about home.. i miss home.. however.. i have this heavy feeling of not wanting to leave this place.. even though for 3 weeks only.. thanks to her..
we'll both be leaving.. but sadly to different places.. ><
well.. monday was tiring.. soccer training made my calfs hurt even up till now...
there's training tomorrow too so good luck to me..
went to swensen's after school with gwen today.. stuffed myself with food and ice cream.. it's part of my "get fat then buff" plan.. hahaha...
well.. my class is gonna go support the girls volleyball team tomorrow.. my classmate is in the team.. good luck to her.. ^^

<3 Gwen

Oh My Time Flies

2010-05-09T10:47:00.002+08:00

its may already now and the mid term holidays are approaching fast..
however i feel that orientations were just yesterday..
gone are the carefree days where i would think that term exams were half a year away..
now its only like 1month++ away..
well... JC life so far is kinda good on me i guess
much thanks to gwen..^^
soccer training is getting intense.. and i hope it helps me improve my stamina..
studies so far are okay-okay i think.. haha..
will "try" to mug during the holidays..
and im recently attending many concerts and drama plays.. dont know why? maybe im becoming more intellectual?!? haha
btw.. i must reiterate again...
she makes my world go round... seriously.. haha ^^

im in ASEAN com.. and our next upcoming event is Asean Dance..
i hope everything will turn out fine.. i think we can do it.. the team seems good enough to pull this off..
and yeah... i think im too thin..
im gonna eat a lot from today onwards.. wanna BUFF UP.. haha ^^

Im sick

2010-05-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

yeah.. im sick of this hectic life...
tests are coming one after the another..
and i have to study one subject after the another..
thats my responsibility.. as a scholar.. i have no choice.. i dont wanna get sent back home..
im sick.. literally...
flu has been bugging me for the past couple of days.. it juz wont leave me..
it loves me.. but i hate it.. i need to breathe u see.. ><
and im sick... sickly in love i mean...
to this special someone..
u put colours into my life.. u make me happy at every sight, smell, touch ...
you give me strenght when i am down.. and all u have to do is juz be there..
i dont believe in God.. but when i believe in you.. i have a sense of security and protection.. does that make u God-ly? at least to me i guess..
everytime i look into the mirror i wonder.. am i good enough.. do i deserve you..
and everytime tears will form around my eyes.. my emotions overpowering me..
but then i see... that you and i make a perfect fit...
as our hearts our souls match perfectly together as one.. and only that matters..
loves u ttm!

Life's Good^^

Small but powerful

2010-05-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

i juz want to say that..
it is actually the smallest things...
that leaves the biggest impression on me..
and eventhough u might not know...
somethings u do send me over the moon..
but sometimes it juz makes me wanna breakdown..
but whatever happens.. im always there..

Super Long Weekend.......

2010-05-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

this weekend was long.. super long to be exact.. we had the monday off.. bcoz saturday was labours day as well...
well.. gwen was "sick" on friday.. but we still went out anyways...
saturday was spent doing CIP.. i somewat organised it.. wow.. ^^
after that we went for ironman2.. it was nice.. but the first movie was still better...
sunday was spent visiting weelynn in hwachong boarding school...
apparently she broke her toe.. while swimming... hahaha
we went SHOPPING after that...
monday was spent in botanical gardens.. nice place.. i love it u know.. hahaha ^^
anyways.. life's good.. and gwen... i support u all the way.. ^^ <3

Soccer

2010-04-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

AC Soccer.. i believe..
is gonna be one tough journey im prepared to take..
i think it would be worth it when our season ends in fashion next year..
we'll put in 100% effort and commitment..
and never give up..
i love this game.. and i'll work the best to make it perfect..

like i love you.. and i hope this never ends.. ^^

Long time no See

2010-04-20T16:24:00.001+08:00

well nothing much has happenned..
haha.. actually too much has happenned in the past month or so.. im juz lazy..
well juz check facebook...
anyway... life's good now..
and she is just so perfect.. ^^

updating soon ( i guess??!) ^^

MALAYSIA

2010-03-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

woots.. im back in malaysia for like the 5th day already..
life is good.. am sick now but recovering d.. thanks to someone.. ^^
have been to driving classes these few days.. gonna sit for driving test this friday.. hope i pass.. haha
anyway.. friends are all having lessons.. so life kinda sucks.. nothing much to do..
but nothing beats home.. and the gym.. well mom even let me drive there.. ALONE.. yay !
Fun O Rama is coming.. i cant wait.. gonna be special day for me.. and btw.. i bought the sweets Mdm Nooraisha asked me to buy.. and im sponsoring.. since its so cheap.. lol ^^
i love my life.. haha..
peace ^^

Holidays ^^

2010-03-09T23:41:00.001+08:00

time flies.. and for a good cause..
im gonna go back this saturday.. woots~^^
not sure why time flies so fast these few weeks.. maybe cause im having a great time?? ahahaha
btw.. im going back for my driving license.. so its not gonna be play all the way for a week.. (like im serious during driving lessons) haha
btw.. im having a nice week.. woohoo

nights

Life is just like that

2010-03-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

we lost... on goal difference..
didnt even got beyond the group stages..
we didnt lose a game.. won 1 draw 1.. too bad the other team scored more..
haha.. was kinda emo and down.. but went out after that.. and guess wad..
i became even worse.. haha.. but i had fun..
school again tomorrow.. monday blues.. i stil have work to do.. not gonna write long..
and yeah.. juz realised im going back on saturday.. and there's a party saturday night.. woots ~~ drink drink drink ^^

byeeee

D-day

2010-03-06T10:59:00.002+08:00

hey guys.. sorry for not updating much these couple of fays..
life in JC is too hectic.. lol..
having inter hostel competition later..
im playing.. futsal.. hope we win the whole thing..
anyway.. my workload is starting to pile up..
oh god save me please.. ^^
peace out.. gotta get into my "competition" mode already.. byeee ^^

Full Scale JC Life

2010-02-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

well.. tutorials started this week..
and hell.. i am really tired.. its friday now.. and i've been sleeping for like only 5 hours plus a day for the past 5 days or so..
i'll compensate for the lack of sleep by sleeping during lectures.. buit i want this to stop.. seriously..
haha.. btw tutorials are nice.. im having alot of fun here.. wee~
cross country was on wednesday.. i ran non stop.. but still got 150th place.. im juz not made for running ><
well.. my class is beginning to click together.. went to dinner wif them that day.. had a great time..
and btw.. im so hooked onto GLEE
OMG ITS LIKE THE NICEST TV SERIES I HAVE EVER SEEN.. OMG OMG OMG..
finishin it soon i think.. and i only started this week..
my late night sleepin was mostly due to watching glee till i cant stand it.. ^^
and yeah.. im going back during march.. so.. anyone who misses me.. 2 more weeks ^^

byee..

Hectic

2010-02-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

well.. im back to school.. ON the 4th day of CNY..
wat is this? my frens back in malaysia are just getting started with the holidays.. and here i am back in school..
well.. actually school wasnt that bad either.. ^^
my sojourn in malaysia was one to remember..
well.. i reached friday night.. and i missed my bed..
the next day was the day before new year..
i went to the usual prayers before having lunch at my uncles..
reunion dinner was eaten at some restaurant near my house.. food sucked btw.. and there were no one for me to see.. haa
first day of new year went well.. received lots of angpaus.. went to hianee's house.. and had some fun there..
the next day was awesome.. my house had an open house for lunch.. and my friends came over
we gambled.. and i lost ( alot!!)..
we played drinkin games too.. and that i enjoyed the most.. especially when the girls drink.. haha... their faces turn red almost immediately.. lol..
i left for karwei's house in the evening..
sang karaoke until my voice broke.. haha.. and then drank non stop...
we went out for mamak during 3 in the morning.. and it was scary.. especially wif the "drunk" karwei behind the wheel..
and the next day.. it was time to say goodbye... said my goodbyes and went to the airpost..
met lotsa familiar faces there.. but i was shy to say hi.. haha
and yeah.. school started again today..
and when i first step into the school.. everyone i met who knew me would go " nice haircut".. haha...
i dont see anything special.. but wth it sure attracts alot of attention..
and guess wad.. my form teacher even asked me to cut it again.. ><
"helllo.. i just cut it 5 days ago okay??zz"
and yeah there was soccer training today.. and it was a real killer..
we started with a 5km run.. when the leader first said 10 rounds.. i was like ' are u serious?"..
but im glad i finished it.. we did drills too.. and yeah.. i hope i still can walk tomorrow.. ^^
and yeah.. im in the hostel's futsal first team.. woohoo..
we're defending the Cup this year.. but we have training every sunday.. so yeah.. there goes my sunday outings.. zzz.. at least for these few months..

Well julian asked my to update.. so i did..
and he asked me to mention that he is handsome.. so here goes..
"JULIAN GEORGE IS FREAKING HOT AND HANDSOME ^^"

i gotta go sleep.. and btw.. Man Utd won.. woots.. Rooney!!

JC life starts

2010-02-08T23:09:00.002+08:00

well.. today was the first day of REAL leactures.. it was boring..
and we had to break up with our OGs.. so it was kinda sad..
well.. last friday was GOD DAMNED AWESOME..
the so called "campfire" held in the hall was kinda more like a party..
with performances and music played with the lights dimmed.. it was more like a club actually..
we partyed like nobody's business and had a great time..
saturday was another orientation day for me.. my hostel had its own hostel orientation and games..
but they were no match to ACJC's.. woots ^^
well... sunday was fun.. met up with my old mates from catholic high.. malaysians.. played basketball for the first time in months.. haha.. but im still good ^^
came back for futsal training.. trials actually for the inter-hostel games...
and i think could make it to the team.. lol
well.. i better get going.. going back on friday.. yeah.. haha..
tomorrow got lectures again.. sien =.=

ACJC ACJC <3

I scream You scream.. i win

2010-02-01T22:19:00.003+08:00

today was fun.. everyone was back from the weekend..
this was actually the first time i looked forward to a monday schooling dat..
slept late the night b4.. coz man utd won 3-1.. yeah ^^
anyways.. today was really fun.. introductory lectures went by fast coz i was sleeping and skipping them..
we danced the couple dance today.. together with the solo dance.. we're suppose to dance on friday.. during camp fire.. omg i cant wait..
well.. like the 2 days b4.. there was cheer rally again..
and today.. i screamed my lungs out.. i was clearly the best on the field.. if i was put into the category of "high pitched scream"..
well everyone turned around and looked when i scream.. most of them expected a girl.. but i was standing there.. most of them juz dropped their jaws and closed their ears..
haha.. sorry anyone if they became deaf..
well.. im very tired.. and im tired to blog..
wel.. tomorrow will be a full day so yeah.. im gonna enjoy.. promise!

2nd Day of Orientation

2010-01-30T09:42:00.002+08:00

well.. the day started of with yet another assembly at the hall..
and then came the boring part.. introductory lectures which i slept all the way..
it was too boring.. and i couldn't help it.. i was so so tired..
well.. we finished early and yeah.. we played some nice games..
i got myself wet.. some thanks to timothy and his OG..
we were both from vasilia.. but we were fighting out against each other.. haha
well.. i have no idea how im gonna spend my weekend.. i feel kinda bored..
without the whole OG thingy..
but i think i'll look onto the bright side.. monday's juz 2 days away.. hee~

ACJC

2010-01-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

well.. today was the start of my ACJC life..
things got off to quiet a great start.. the J2 were cheering like nobodys business when assembly just started..
a total of 74 different secondary schools make up the ACJC family..
but now.. we are considered as one ACJC..
talk went on and on up till 12 noon..
we were briefed on the subject combinations we were gonna choose.. and we were also given a performance by different "clans"
in other JCs.. it's call houses.. but in ACJC.. we're divided into 4 clans..
im in vasilia.. which means AIR in some kinda language i still dont know..
and god.. the performance by our seniors were breathtaking..
pop songs were played as the "shaked", "danced" and "moved" to the beat..
the whole place was in a HIGH..
well.. after that we went to our respective orientation groups..
mine's called leikoon.. under the vasilia tribe..
our leaders were nice to us.. and yeah.. i enjoyed..
played games and learned dances.. and shouted our hearts out when cheering..
im really pleased to have come to ACJC.. even though it wasnt myu first choice.. haha ^^

and guess wad.. today is just the first day.. think about howw fun it would be on the final day which is next friday.. with the campfire and all that stuff... holy shi*t...
i love my life..

weeee~

Start of something new

2010-01-27T21:25:00.003+08:00

well.. i waited till 4 in the morning.. but succumbed to tiredness and fell dead on my bed..
was woken up by bryan shouting at 6 in the morning. he was posted to his 2nd choice.. and me too..
i was crestfallen.. but yeah.. everything turned out fine..
acjc was not bad after all.. well.. i havent been to the school yet..
but the hostel is in tiptop condition.. Oldham Hall it's called..
and sweet jesus.. it has toilets shaped like the ones in Harry Potter and the Chamber of secrets. love it though.. and the hostel has air conditioning.. which comes at an affordable price..
life is good back here.. and im enjoying it..
btw.. school starts tomorrow.. and i've been deprived of sleep for the past day or so..
just hope everything goes fine tomorrow.. ^^

cheerios~ gtg

Hey im back

2010-01-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

well.. i guess life is kinda boring back here in singapore..
and well.. i guess i better update this often to let ppl know how im doing here.. haha..
well.. day 1 back in singapore went kinda well..
still connected with friends through facebook and messenger.. so it feels like i never left at all..
gonna get my postings tomorrow morning.. and well.. i hope everything goes well..
by the way.. had dinner with jiejie just now..
me and moo touched down at changi around 6..
we rushed back to the hostel through the train.. and guess who i met on the train..
i was rushing into a cabin when the door closed.. it sandwiched my bag and i tried to pull it in..
and guess wad.. somemore called out my name..
i gave the bag a strong pull.. i came loose.. and i looked up.. guess who??
it was my sister.. haha.. omg i was shocked.. such coincidence.. or was it fated..
well.. we had dinner after that.. i went online up till now..
i miss my bed.. my room.. my house..
thank god i'll be going back after 2 weeks.. haha..

cheerios~ will be updating soon..

Sheeehss... Im lazy to blog

2009-12-30T02:21:00.002+08:00

Lots have happenned since the last time i blogged..
went to taiwan...
shitted the hell out of myself there due to diarrhea..
survived an earthquake over there..
bought loads of clothing and a handbag there.. eeekks><
the weather there wasf**king unpredictable... one minute 7 degrees the next 28..
came back safe while everyone started to suffer from diarrhea and vomitting.. but im immune already..

played futsal a couple of times... its gonna be New year soon..
my friends will all be going off the college.. while i'll be stuck at home..
O's results are not yet comfirmed.. damn...
and guess wat? im looking forward to JC life in Singapore..
heess~!

I Gotta Feeling

2009-12-09T23:29:00.003+08:00

yeah.. i got the feeling of having fun with my mates once again..
since the chem paper ended yesterday at 330pm,, it was one outing after another..
it all started off with a morning/afternoon of Greenbox, followed by Love Happens..
in the evening.. it was futsal with the guys..
supper was spent in red cafe up till around midnight.. and 3 of them stayed over at my place..
and thanks to chris and wx.. i had to sleep on the floor and karwei slept on the sofa..
this afternoon.. it was back to JJ again.. we watched a movie and had a meal together..
talked alot of crap and luaghed non stop.. most importantly.. i enjoyed it.. eventhough i was "boomed" non stop by chris.. sheesh ><
i tot it was all over after coming back at 6.. had dinner and went to the gym.. but at 9pm.. i received a call and before i knew it i was out again..
had steambot at bukit tinggi.. and we talked crap again... it was fun and memorable..
phew.. we're all going separate ways soon.. so every minute together now i think is god-damn valueable.. ^^

btw.. the wedding was fun... met alot of new people from all over malaysia..
and it was fun drinkin together with my cousins again..
haih.. i juz cant bliv that im already done with my secondary studies..
these 5 years had gone by in a flash.. i still remember the day when i was in form 1.. when i was still a small innocent(haha) young boy.. afraid to my new surroundings..
but now.. i SHAPE my surroundings.. haha ^^

shall retreat to bed soon.. it seems that i cant post anything about exercising here coz someone would "boom" me when he has the chance..
i guess most of u know who is he eh?? haha..

nights..

Bored,,, Super duper bored..

2009-12-03T11:40:00.002+08:00

ahhh.. i think im gonna die of boredemness soon..
the last few days were spent in front of the computer.. the gym and no where else..
i've watched at least 10 movies since i came back.. half on it in the cinema and half of it on the computer..
im tired of this "stay at home and be a homeboy" style of life..
i wanna go out..
well, i'll be going out at last tomorrow..
going out of klang at least.. my cousin is marrying.. at last.. the last one was 2 years ago.. its about time we gather together again.. and get drunk together again.. ^^
miss those days.. when i was still back here.. hmm..
ok.. i think i'll catch a movie again.. haha... thats my life...

"What should i wear for the wedding dinner??"

SHIT

2009-12-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

thats what i did today.. totally crapped the hell out of myself.. literally..
i was down with diarrhea.. and crapped at least twice in the space of few hours..
i wont go into details regarding this..(haha thank god).. but it felt good actually..
i felt lighter.. haha ^^
today was quiet good.. normal same old holiday.. spent in the gym and and in front of the computer.
night was spent catching a movie.. and having supper at a nearby kopitiam..
but i have this shitty feeling inside of me.. well i used the word shitty since the title of this post is SHIT.. so lets stick with the topic..
so why shitty.. well the problem is i dont really know why??
am i old enough for this shit?? or am i still too young??
damn i dont know what i am thinking here..
anyways.. shit happens.. and i hope it doesnt happen again..
life was perfect until i came home.. why? why home? where it was suppose to be the place where i feel safe and secure..
sometimes i think that i am a loser.. really..
all the SHIT that i have done.. hmmm...
anyway.. i think i dont want to get into anymore SHIT anymore..
but if diarrhea hits me again.. than there's no holding back...

PS:im actually writing SHIT here.. but mayb if u understand what im saying.. u'll get the picture..

cheerios...^^

Soon

2009-12-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

soon.. i'll be busy.. my cousin's getting married this weekend..
no sure whether i'll be leaving on thursday or friday..
the wedding's at tanjung sepat.. bout an hours drive from klang..
we would be stayingover for 2 nights.. friday being the wedding reception buffet dinner at home.. and saturday being the dinner at the restaurant..
well.. been doing nothing much these couple of days..
my sister is back.. and life is much back to normal... we still fight over stuff.. (food!!).. haha... and im loving that feeling..
mom and dad are still as jolly as ever... i think they more happy when we're around( even though we create more troubles and waste more money)..
been back for 2 weeks already.. and i still cant quiet suit in to life back in malaysia.. it used to be so hectic for me when i was back in singapore..
sleepin at 1am and waking up at 545am..
now.. i get at least 8 hours sleep..( even though it's 4am to 12noon )
the food back here is even great.. my aunt cooks a feast for us every day..
it think i've at least gained a couple of pounds since coming back..
thank god i've been going to the gym consistently..
i run.. at least 4km a day.. not bad huh??
and yeah.. i like my new hair colour.. its copper RED.. haha
and not to mention my eyes.. honey coloured... edward cullen anyone?? lol ^^

btw.. i think i should sleep early for once.. its 130am now.. doesnt that qualify as early??
well.. anyway.. goodnight.. ^^

Specs

2009-11-25T11:29:00.002+08:00

im sad to announce... the demise of my little precious..
on the 24th of november.. around the time of 745pm... i found out that my specs was lost..
i searched the room for more than an hour.. flipped over my mattress and many other things.. but to no avail..
she was gone.. my dear specs..
she was the one that gave me the vision.. during my o levels..
i owe her alot... im just so depressed now that i couldnt show my love to her..
i remember i frequently mistreated her.. threw her anywhere and everywhere..
she was also bent badly by me..
i didnt show her the love.. and now she has left me.. so abruptly.. i know i am wrong..
i just hope u can give me just another chance... come back to me.. even though i know it is impossible.. hope u have a better life now, whereever u are...
god bless u.. and u'll always be in my heart..

(haha ^^.. in crazy )

Fallin For U

2009-11-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

Damn i am bad...
random post.. ignore

Genting Done

2009-11-23T14:07:00.003+08:00

okay... so im back from genting..
it was really a nice trip..
it was more like a trip where more time was spent indoors in our own rooms..
much thanks to the 6 laptops that were brought there.. and a ps2 too..
the whole apartment was changed to a gaming room.. where a round table was moved to the kitchen to accomodate the need for enough sockets for laptops..
the kitchen was transformed into a LAN shop (cybercafe).. and it was chaos..
we did went to the outdoor theme park..
wasted our express pass.. didnt even use it for one time..
the mist killed our day.. it kept coming back... rendering our passes useless..
but who cares... we did had fun.. we shouted our heads off..

the second day was also spent playing bowling and also a movie..
christmas carol it was... and i slept for a while..
gambling among us also made me a little bit richer.. haha..
the third day was slacky.. nothing much to do..
we left the room only about 2 in the afternoon..
had sushi which was so so expensive.. haha.. and then we lazed around at starbucks..
and by the fourth day.. we were saying our goodbyes..
good times really do fly by in a flash... ><

watched planet 51 with bryan yesterday... got to say it was kinda funny...
more of a show for the kids.. but i did kinda enjoy it.. so that makes me a kid i think?? haha...
i'll be heading for the airport later.. bryan's going to taiwan.. gotta send him there.. hope he has "fun" back in penang and later taiwan.. haha ^^

cheerios.. gotta go.. bye

Genting Highlands

2009-11-19T10:21:00.001+08:00

so yeah... we're leaving for the place in like an hours time...
and i've not yet packed a single thing.
woke up quiet late today.. decided to skip gym..
watched a movie after getting up.. wasted tons of time.. and now im stuck here with a crisis... what to bring to genting??
is it cold up there?? well hell yeah its cold.. so am i gonna need lots of thick clothes??
by the way.. we're having dimsum later before heading off to genting.. ermm..
hope everything goes well.. hope i'll have a blast... signing off..

bubyee..

Life

2009-11-18T17:36:00.003+08:00

Life... thats what my blog has in it again..
i think im back to blogging for these few months..
after a long and agonizing wait.. my "O's" are finally over..
overall i think it was okay.. but u'll never know.. i'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best..
i just touched down yesterday from singapore..
had a graduation night with the whole batch at some fancy restaurant..
the food was good.. i wore a nice suit.. but something was missing... GIRLS..
being in an all boys school certainly has it pros and cons..
anyway.. i think i enjoyed my time in catholic high.. although it was only two year and it felt like it was over in a blink of an eye.. i will remember it for life..
as for my friends back here in malaysia.. they're having their SPM.. all the best to them..^^ im waiting for u guys..

and i dont know why.. but one of the cappilaries of my left eyes burst..
a red blotch appeared under my iris.. and it has been there since 2 days ago..
i look like someone out of a horror movie..
hope it goes off soon.. coz i'll be heading to genting for 4 days from tomorrow onwards..
anyways.. my taiwan friend is staying over at my place.. he's always acting in front of my parents.. if only my parent knew that he is such a playful boy.. haha
anyway.. we both dyed our hair... mine's red!! haha.. copper red to be exact..

okay.. i think that's enough for now.. will be updating at least once a day..
by the way.. sorry for the long break from blogging...
i misss u guys.. hurry finish SPM!!

A white suit fits well with me... Perfectly.. ^^

Blogs dead... go to facebook for details.. lol

2009-09-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

anyway.. i think im cutting down on blogging...
muz write alot leh.. and u know la i no time..
o levels coming liao.. busy.. ^^
anyway.. i went to asean dance last saturday.. for secondary students de..
and i had fun..
im going to JC ASEAN DANCE tomorrow.. hope that i have even more fun.. haha..
okok.. take care..
trials for form 5 right?? all the best..

Dancing is back again

2009-08-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

2 more days and BBB is officially back again..
Bullish Bearish Business would be performing at the AYG Thank You Presentation...
but i really doubt that there would be a next time for BBB.. this certainly would be the last dance..
so im just gonna savour the moment on stage.. and just let the limelight shine on me.. haha.. life rocks now...

english orals are also 4 days away... it takes up 20% of the english score.. so i MUST do well.. haha^^

anyway... nothing much to say, though...
be posting after the dance.... DANCE!!!

miss mmmm.... ^^

National Day Parade

2009-08-08T15:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday was NDY celebration day at school..
it was one weird celebration though..
the whole day started off in a nice way..
we reached school.. and found out someone did some vandalism at the floor of the plaza and the rock wall too...
i wouldnt want to say out wad was written here.. but believe me.. it wasnt nice and it was aimed at only one teacher.. pity him.. ^^
err... the celebration was fast... i quick song of the singapore national anthem and a march past by the uniform groups and it was over..
the 2nd part of the celebration involved the inter class games...
sec4s had basketball.. sec3s had football and sec2s and 1s had frisbee and floorball respectively..
i was in my class team.. but we lost 2 games... didnt advance to the semis... too bad.. we were in the same team with 4-10.. which was the sports class.. they were the eventual winners of the competition.. our teachers also played against the students... the students obviously trashed the teachers in basketball.. but this was in reverse when the game was football.. the teachers seem to be better in football i think.. haha ^^
after that... i left school at around 11... we went to east coast for futsal.. and i was with a bunch of singaporeans..
we booked the place for 4 hours.. but i ended up playing 2 hours plus only because of a crazy slide to prevent the ball from going into the goal...
slammed my leg against the post and now i have 2 knees on my right leg.. haha
scored quiet alot yesterday.. and had loads of fun..

so its a long weekend this week.. not sure wad i would be doing...
study abit.. slack abit la...
okay.. nothing to say d..
byeee

Breathing difficulties

2009-08-04T17:00:00.002+08:00

okay... i seem to have a slight problem with my breathing...
don know why.. but i cant seem to breathe properly in the morning...
kinda scares the shit out of me.. but i think im fine..
it might be because of the flu thingy i had a week ago..
havent really recover yet i think..
be doing less blogging nowadays.. but i think im gonna be still active in facebook..
so check out my facebook lo.. haha...
anyway.. school's and lessons are still the same..
tiring... 2 more months to Os... im dead.. ^^

Dying of boredemness

2009-07-28T14:06:00.002+08:00

ok.. So its day 2 of my 7 days in quarantine..
So how has it been you asked? Boring like hell..
Really regretting going to the doctor yesterday.. I'm gonna miss lessons and school la..
Ok.. So i think i should mug or do something useful during my time here..
Nothin much to say.. Its just me, my books, my phone and 4 walls..

Officially Retired

2009-07-26T14:50:00.002+08:00

ok.. im officially not dancer anymore..
last friday's performance at the NUS UCC for SYF Dance Presentation/ Fantasia was officially my last performance as a dancer..
it was fun and memorable.. all the dance acts were superb.. and i think everyone enojyed the show.
our dance act certainly got the loudest cheer.. not sure whether its because many of our school's students were there to support us..
i'll certainly miss the stage. the spotlights shining on me.. Mr Fen.. Mr Ang.. Josh and Stephan with their crazy stuffs.. alloy the POSER.. coming back to the hostel at 1am.. sleeping in the dance room.. slacking during dance practice... the applause of the audience and most of all.. I'll miss DANCE..

Dance is over.. so now lets concentrate on something else.. o levels.. !

Last Performance

2009-07-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

so tomorrow's the day..
it will be the day i perform for the last time in my school's dance act "Bullish Bearish Business"..
i ought to be sleeping now.. and i think i will soon..
but i just wanted to say that i would really miss Dance after this whole experience...
it really changed my views of dance.. i love it now..
i hope that tomorrow would be an unforgetable experience.. its my last time. GOD please make it a good performance and let me remember it for life.. there's no more another time for us to do better and improve if we screw up tomorrow.. so. all the best CHS MODERN DANCE..
im gonna miss dance.. sigh..

One Heart.. One Soul.. One Dance

Sick

2009-07-19T01:44:00.002+08:00

okay.. so it almost 2 in the morning.. i cant breath with my nose.. and im feeling terrible...
however.. im still blogging here.. haha.. that shows how committed i am to my blog..
so wad happen recently?? just the same old stuff...
study eat sleep...
however.. i went to catch a movie today..
harry potter it was and it was kinda of a mundane show... nothing much really.. i think its over rated... and hyped too much on... so i think that made the show just an okay one for me..
went to the show with jiing.. haha.. looks like jiind doesnt have any friends to watch with.. so i was the last option left.. lol.. ^^
im sick now.. but i dont plan to sleep soon..
just finished a 1000 word essay.. haha... and i think i deserve at least a few hours of the internet..
okay.. i think im done blogging...
gotta go.. byee...

btw... man utd's new number 7 michael owen scored on his debut.. ^^

Am Slacking

2009-07-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

am wasting my time blogging...
am not studying geog which i planned to...
am wastin my time on facebook..
am new to facebook...
am going to sleep not so soon..
am planning to study after going offline even though its late...
am thinking thats not gonna happen...
am gonna finish blogging..
am gonna say goodbye...

am wei jie

Blog's dead for awhile

2009-07-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

ok... so im kinda busy nowadays..
so wat i've been doing this few days u ask???
let me see.. got all my results back..
the bad thing is... most of them are a2s... sad la..
but i got an a2 for englis.. its a first time for me.. so im kinda happy..
other than that.. the week has been hectic...
must start mugging everynight now...
must get good grades... must do well for my "Os"...
mustnt let down my parents...

apologize first if i don update often.. lol...

Patience is the key to success... or the key to waiting even longer... haha ^^

Leaving

2009-07-05T10:21:00.002+08:00

so my stay here is almost over...

be leaving my house in a couple more minutes..

and i wont be back till november...

thanks guys for the nights we spent out together...

thanks guys for the futsal and meals we had together..

hahaha...

all the best to everyone in their studies...

mmmmmm ^^ ( i know u know )

byeeee....

Im done

2009-07-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

so my stay here is almost over..
13 more hours and im on the plane back to singapore.
and the worst thing is monday is a holiday.. youth day.. lol
should have booked a later flight. should have left on monday.. sien..
so weixian, hian e and ziliang stayed over at my place on friday night..
they reached quiet late.. an we went out for kopi until around 1130..
came back and "pillow talked" till 2 smtg.. b4 sleeping..
woke up at 11 today.. b4 leaving fr jusco... wanted to catch ice age3.. but im not sure why the hell are they so many people at bukit tinggi's jj...
the shows were fully booked.. so we went to a nearby cafe to hangout...
futsal was at 730.. and it was fun..
sweat the crap out of myself and then we had dinner/supper outside..
and then it's our goodbyes...

so i guess im not coming back again until the end of my Os...
all the best to all my friends.. and hope they study hard for SPM..
i'll be back when they finish their exams... and by that time... its's play play play all the way!!

gotta go pack my bag...
Missing my Home already... ><

Changing Into Study Mode..

Meeting up at last..

2009-07-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

okay... so i met up with the guys at last today..
i wasnt anything special.. not going out to the movies or karaoke..
but it was just fo a simple game of badminton..
i had to travel all the way down to Eng Ann.. but ts worth while...
meeting up with them certainly makes my day..
everyone seems the same... although it has been months since we last met..
ziliang's getting abit noisy though.. haha..
okay.. so most of them knows how to drive already..
chris took me on a ride around eng ann.. and i've got to say that im im impressed with his dricing skills..
slow and steady.. just like my dad.. ^^

so that badminton i had just now is making my hand sore so much.. haha..
so i think they're gonna stay over tomorrow at my place..
just hope there's no last minute changes...
and yeah.. sad that i cant go to a performance in my old school tomorrow..
i think its by the Kelab Bomba... but due to transportation difficulties and me not having a license that allows me to drive.. im ony left with the choice of staying at home and my friends coming to me..
all the best to bee in her performance.. haha ^^

gotta go... cheerio....
hope i get up for gym tomorrow.. !!

O LEVELS... Coming soon..

Sale at Guess..

2009-07-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

yeah.. there's a mad sale going on at Guess in Aeon Bukit Tinggi...
discounts everywhere... so lucky that me and my family went there...
i had to buy a silver ring for religious purposes...
sowe bought it and den my mom told me there was a sale at Guess...
went there.. looked around.. and picked a sweater...
haha... that sweater i bought there really saved my day..
if not i would have been another day wasted at home watcing movie and doing nothing...
btw.. i went to the gym today!!...

Might be going out later..
Who knows... ?? !!

bye..

Retribution

2009-06-30T14:18:00.009+08:00

okay.. so that elegance el esplanade performance started of with a Bang.. literally..

it was our performing dance that started the show.. and we showed other CCAs how dance has really imprved in our school...

we all thought that this was not going to happen.. as we all had problems with the stage which was a little bit too small for us..

but we managed to get that off our back and executed our dance perfectly..

no errors were made.. and even the new sec 1 members joined in the opening part of the dance..

the crowd went wild when we finished.. and after asking a few other scholars who also went to watch the performance.. they said that ours was the best and most entertaining..

while they almost slept when the other CCAs performed..

we reported to school early in the morning.. 10 it was ( early rite?? ^^)

we reached the esplanade at 12 smtg.. and kept slacking around..

we first went through the whole thing dance in blocks.. getting the lightings correct..

our instructure wasnt here today.. quarantined he was.. it was actually his birthday yesterday but too bad he couldnt watch us perform... we were almost perfect..

so we put on our makeup around 3 smtg. and only had something to eat around 5..

thats like no lunch and dinner at 5.. haha..

we wre scheduled to go out around 7.45pm.. and we did..

i was nt as nervous as that SYF day... but my heart was still beating fast.. but as soon as the music went on.. it was all natural..

all i can say is that we Rocked the Esplanade.. it was a pity not to be there... u've just missed the 8th wonder of the world.. and that is Bullish Bearish Business by Catholic High School Dance..

St Nicholas Chinese and International dance were there too..

their performance was also breath taking.. but it was slow tempo.. so the crowd most probably preferred us more..

we wanted to take a picture with them.. but we were rejected by their teacher.. haha.. no face ><

Me and B.Ng

Staring ( me and lewis ) at Ji En

Leeeewis... Brother.. ^^

Graduating Batch of CHS Dance

Make upppp

Chaotic

Licking Kokben

Our room as Makeup room

Sleeping in the dark.. slack sia

Caught in the act..

Ghost faces

Retards... lol ^^

Cam whore..

me, bq, jien, B.ng

Craig falls

keewen and daniel..

BQ...

Keewen and CKB

Soh hai.. haha

dance room...

Okay.. so that was yeterday..

today was like "im going back at last"..

haha.. left hostel around 8 and went to changi airport...

took airasia back and departure time was 1120am..

had a free meal at starbucks because the counter could use my nets card...

woohoo.. i love free stuff..

My free meal ^^

Gerald

Okay.. so reached malaysia around 12.20... went home straight..

im at my home sweet home now.. gonna enjoy.. tata... ^^

2 more days

2009-06-28T11:16:00.002+08:00

okay.. so im going back in 2 days time..
wasted yesterday planning to watch transformers..
went out round noon and thought that we could have bought tickets to catch transformers..
mana tahu we 1pm go buy everything fully sold out till 12am.. fuck la...
transformers nia ma.. why so many people see de??
so we wasted our time going to orchard... came back... slept for a while before going out with my sis again..
it was fun.. and the best thing of all is she bought me dinner.. and i did not ask her too.. i think she was having a good mood yesterday.. haha ^^
thanks a lot Jie!!^^
ok.. came back just on time... and caught Silent Hill.. crappy show.. was sleeping and waking up throughout the show...
okay.. looks like the chances of getting home are getting better and better..
malaysia not declared up till now... please GOD... let me go home!!!

Futsal.. Futsal.. Anyone??

Prelims 2 are history..

2009-06-27T09:49:00.002+08:00

okay.. so prelims are over..
life seems meaningless again..
after 5 days of non stop revising i suddenly feel too free...
haha... planned to go out yesterday after our dance practice to catch transformers..
but turned out everyone in singapore decided to catch the show yesterday..
most of them were fully booked... so... it sucked la seriously..
planning to go catch it today... hope so there's tickets.. especially its a weekend day today..
erm.. so im most probably going back on tuesday..
i will go back ig the Ministry of Health doesnt announce that Malaysia is an affected country of H1N1..
if thats the case.. i'll go nuts i tell you... i've been thinking about home for the past month..
i miss home!!..
ok... prelim 2... how was it u ask me??
most of the papers were ok... except both maths paper for me.. i screwed both.. but amath more... fail liao i think.. haha..
gotta work on it soon... 3 more months to o level.. !!..

ok... i think thats all... just pray hard i get to go home...
byee...

Exams

2009-06-21T15:27:00.001+08:00

tomorrow is the start of my prelims..
dont think i'll be updating for the following week..
went out with jiing yesterday for lunch..
luckily we managed to talk to each other and not just stone at each other.. haha...
had a fun time..
okay.. think that i shouldnt be wasting my time blogging..
gotta continue mugging...
byeee...

Studying

2009-06-18T16:36:00.002+08:00

im studying.. but taking a long break now..
have been studying human geog for the whole afternoon..
wad about m morning u asked??
erm.. lets just say i have no morning.. woke up at 1130 today..
so too bad.. my morning is gone..
i think im gonna continue mugging now.. will not be studying soon as its exercise time..
haha.. byeee....

I CANT STOP SLACKING.. ><

Of English Remedials and Late Night Mugging ( i think )

2009-06-17T17:00:00.008+08:00

these few days have gone by by in a flash..

most of them are the same.. wake up early in the morning everyday...

have breakfast and rush out to school for english remedial...

its actually a bridging course for us scholars only..
the school is almost empty everyday but we still have our classes over there...

the 2 and a half hour long class is kinda mundane.. and most of us cant help but doze off and drift into our own Wonderland.. haha ^^

yesterday was the start of our somehow addictive camwhoring practice..

i took my digital cam to school and couldnt stop snapping..

i took many random shots and also took group photos too...

Fooling around in class..

Catching forty winks

Mrs Lena Tan in the middle

Sec4'09

Numbers...

After yesterday's class which ended at 11 smtg, a few of us went to queenstown to collect our new jersy..

we decided to wear it to class today... here are some random shots i took.. or my friends took..

Tey, bryan, minen

This can be used as a picture discussion ^^

B.NG

B.NG on the mrt

Ngoi and me..

Ngoi and me again..

Mineeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnn...

Reflection..

We wore the yellow jersey to remidial today..

most of us were sleeping today.. especially calvin and kokkieng(boss)

Act..

LAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIII

sUPERWOMAN tAN

Getting into position

14 extra.. look down

Where's 14(boss)??

Kokkieng M.I.A

LEEEEEEEEEENAAAAAAAAA

Wu chun lookalike.. 100x better den shenjing wang

Introducing circle line

Front view

Back view

Slacking

2009-06-13T16:47:00.002+08:00

okay... if u guys see me blogging.. that means im slacking..
prelims are in a weeks time but im still wasting my time here..
most of my classmates are doing some hardcore mugging but here i am typing my way about my life..
i think exams are still the same anywhere...
last minute spirit is for the malaysians... haha...
anyway.. i have been doing some revisions now and then.. so i think im still okay..
gotta be doing some hardcore studying from monday onwards...
hope that i can be infront of a book studying at least 10 hours a day.. all the best to me.. haha ^^

Am i wasting to much money?? i think im spending alot more here if compared to studying in malaysia...
i just spent a fortune help my friends to pay for their jerseys first...
they will pay me back i know.. but my bank account seems to be getting drier and drier.. omg...
i must control!!!... but tell me how... if the food seriously sucks.. i think even dog food taste better.. even though i myself have not tried any before..
i have cut down on my shopping... but eating alone is burning a hole in my pocket.. OUCH!..
i think i'll just bear with it.. cut down on my expenses... eat "shitty" food.. or eat less of it..
it's a double edge sword i think... i will be starving.. but i'll get thinner.. good right??

okay.. gonna go into a serious matter now... it's been a while since i blogged on my feelings..
erm... i think its because i dont have feelings for these few month?? haha ^^
okay..
I THINK LOVE IS RANDOM..
okay.. i said it... love is definently random..
anything can happen.. and it can happen to anyone..
called an old buddy few days ago and was " updated " by the happening back home..
was pratically "stunned".. haha.. Love really can happen anyway.. anyhow...
Love is in the air people... The graduation class of 09 is going googoo gaagaa over finding their life partners..
but i think... let love come to you.. haha..
no rush no rush... it will come to u sooner or later.. just be patient...
rushing through some relationship will only mean disaster.. ( u can ask me that! )..
dont feel sad if u feel heartbroken.. no love doesnt mean it's the end of the world..
u still have the love of ur friends and family.. which i believe is the most powerful and omnipresent u'll have at this moment in ur life...
cheer up... to all singles out there.. you are not alone.. i am here... and we still have our friends and family.. haha ^^ ( getting addicted to transofrmers.. notice the quote?? lol ^^ )

Im done.. byee.. haha ^^

My side of the love story.. I dont have a side!!.. lol

CIP-ing and Jersey picking

2009-06-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

the morning was spent sorting out a whole large stack of food...
was doing the usual pack food for the needy CIP again..
wasnt fun today.. we just had to do the sorting out of different kinds of food..
didnt had to move things about so it wasnt much of a workout for us...
didnt take back any food also.. so i think it wasnt worth it...
came back around 1230 and slept till 3 smtg... minen woke me up...
went to queenstown... first time going there.. and we went to queensway shooping mall..
it wasnt much of a shopping mall.. it was a mall full of sports equipment stuffs...
we wanted to find order a jersey again.. for us malaysian sec4 scholars only..
at last we made a decision of a nike yellow and green jersey.. almost similar to the brazil national kit...
now i have a headache.. no idea wad name and number i want.. lol ^^

did minimal studying up to now... gonna qiong later la.. haha...
malaysia holiday over liao.. back to school lo.. hehe ^^

Going.. Going.. Gone.. Sold for 80mil pounds... (Man utd's C.Ronaldo)

Mundane Life

2009-06-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

it's like clockwork everyday...
had remedials on the 3 sciences today..
slept through physics... came late for chem... but finished bio paper in record time..
haha.. never went out for lunch or had meal outside school today..
so i think i saved loads of money.. but wait.. it's still early..
i bet im going out again later.. and going out = spending money..
too bad ><..

12 days to prelim.. good luck to myself.. haha..
have only been doing revision in small portions.. i think im gonna die soon..
haha... Os in about 4 months.. God help me...

oh ya... i think we're gonna win for sure the hostel volleyball competition..
im not arrogant... and im not getting complacent.. thats why we "train" almost everyday..
if u call that training la.. haha ^^

Listening to.....6 Feet Under The Stars ( Acoustic ) by All Time Low ( Luv it!! )

I miss home

2009-06-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

just called back home... seems like my family is having fun..
without me!! haha..
they just came back from a run in Kelantan.. went on a shopping spree too..
walao.. lucky they still remember to buy things for me..

okay.. morning today was spent in school..
had chem and physics "test"... where everyone sat side by side and communicated..
haha.. actually learned something today.. somekind like a revision for me la..
better den nothing.. came back bout 1smtg and slept straight till 7...
never exercise.. but i still do push up and situps to reach my goal of having a Roman Gods body.. haha... ^^

life's getting hectic... prelims in less den 2 weeks.. god help me..
im already in holiday mood... even though its not holiday for me yet in this holiday time..
haha ^^

gotta go.. study for tomolo's test...

just found out someone got back into a relationship.. lol ^^

Life...

2009-06-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

7.45am... woke up...
8.30am.. left hostel..
9.10am.. reached school for english class...
11.30am.. finished class...
12.00pm... lunch at Din Tai Fung...
1.30pm.. reach back hostel.. workout.. sleep...
5.30pm... volleyball... exercise...
7.00pm... dinner at hostel.. food sucks!!
8.20pm... went to heartland mall.. bought thing to eat..
9.30pm.. started our "feast".. bought pork knuckles larger den the palm of my hand for just 8 bucks..
10.18pm.. blogging...

that's my life... haha ^^

Free day

2009-06-04T12:11:00.002+08:00

just found out yesterday night that there would be no classes today..
woke up around 930 and slacked all the way..
i think holiday life back in singapore is just fine..
only that i don get to spend it with my family..
haha...
okay.. im starving.. haven't eat anything since yesterday's Newyork Newyork..
kk.. gotta grab something to munch on...
bye bye..

Ever thought of DSA??...

Rushing to Vivo and NewYork NewYork

2009-06-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

decided to acconpany bingqian and yanxun to vivo city to send them off..
went to heartland mall.. and straight to newyork newyork...
bingqian and yanxun already eating there..
we decided to order.. and ate very fast bcoz they were going to be late..
left Kovan MRT at 3.00pm.. had to reach by 330pm...
almost missed the bus.. luckily i ran with bingqian.. they caught up..
he called me later on to say thank you.. awwhhh.. so cute.. ^^

walked around vivo but cannot tahan adi.. was beginning to faint...
slept all the way on the train.. and then.. came back and slept again..
dinner time was soon but the food was "shit"... so we decided to pay a visit to newyork newyork again..
had quiet a good meal.. but the most interesting part is..
all of us 5 boys kept catching a glance over a waitress...
she's most probably working there part time.. and we were all goo goo and gaa gaa over her..
hahaha... infatuation.. i guess.. lol ^^

dad, mum and sis called.. apparently they are having ice cream >< color="#ff0000">CCCCUUUUTTTTTEEEEE

Wednesday... English orals..

2009-06-03T13:43:00.003+08:00

woke up at 6 something in the morning...

ridiculous right?? having to wake up so early even though its the holidays..

had to reach school by 745.. and we reached just on time.. all thanks to the all new Circle Line..

orals went just fine.. i was the fourth candidate of our group.. so i didnt had to wait that long..

hope i do well for my orals...
decided to go to j8 with friends for breakfast at mac donalds...

before we left school.. we literally "lifted" a 5 ton lorry...

here's the evidence, folks...

Hanzhung, Me, Bryan, Minen, Zhenwei and Kokkieng..

Im not joking.. we lifted it.. haha..

spent more than an hour at mac donalds.. and i got this funny picture of khai mun doing his funny face.. he's getting pro in doing funny faces.. haha ^^

reached back home and played volleyball... we train almost everyday..

we're having a competition after the holidays... hostel competition... i think we would win.. haha...

Might be going out shopping later.. who knows?? Bye..

Love would keep us alive..

Enjoying

2009-06-02T19:45:00.002+08:00

now that's a word most of us are actually carrying it out right now...
the holidays have just started...
everyone is in slacking mood...
late night sleeping and non stop computer games or outings with friends and family..
but not for me..
enjoying is the freaking last word that would come to my mind..
had no extra lessons today.. but we had dance practice...
it was fun coming back to dance CCA...
nothing much has changed.. we saw our performance from the actual SYF day..
and it certainly sucked... i made a major mistake that day.. i got up from a crouching position earlier than everyone..
our dance instructure pointed that out to me.. but i said " Still got Gold with Honours ma!!"..
and we both laughed..
so the esplanade performance is going on as planned...
looks like the stage would me way different than the one we had during SYF..
so we have to do some training after our Prelims..
we would also be going to SYf dance performance.. somekinda closing ceremony thingy with acts chosen by the judges to re-perform..
we were there in 2007.. and now we're back in 2009.. looks like our dance team is just too good to resist.. haha ^^
the performance, better know as "Dance Fantasia" would span over 2 days..
there would be a full dress rehersal on thursday, 23rd of july.. a review for pre school kids and also special needs people... and also on 24th.. which is the real thing.. with all the big shots in the dance world watching us.. haha..
the good thing is that we would get to watch the performances by other groups... most notably Cedar's girl school.. which i thought was quiet good..

arghh... im so jealous... everyone in sec3 and sec2 are packing their bags now...
going back so soon... while we sec4s are stuck here...
sec4s from other schools dont have to stay back for so long.. why us??
sibeh kiasu leh.. walao.. haha...
okay la... i better go do something useful...
Enjoy everyone.. While i suffer in pain.. ><

19days to prelim 2..

Mooooonday

2009-06-01T15:56:00.003+08:00

there was chinese lessons for us today..

we had to sit through 4 hours of lecture from our chinese teachers..

they were going through our chinese paper today...

while the other sec 4s who were taking express chinese had their written paper today..

all the best to them..

i think i did quiet badly for paper 2.. goodbye to my A... haha...

anyway.... went to the dance room today..

saw the sec 1s practicing their dance..

seems like they are gonna be the opening act.. they will come out just before our dance...

and dance a small part... kinda hip hop breaking dance...

most of the sec 1s look lively...

hope they dont get stage fright on that day..

but thinking about it.. wont that just make us senior dancers stand out even more??

haha.. joking la..

i have some pictures.. showing... the good.. the bad.. and the innocent.. haha ^^

Good??!!

Bad??!!

Definently Inoccent.. lol ^^

Sunday...

2009-05-31T11:57:00.002+08:00

Diversity won... and the were worthy champions of Britain's got talent 2009..
their performance was out of this world... the cheorography was insane and creative..
and they didn't had a wrong move in the whole dance...
haha.. susan boyle came in second.. while julian smith, the saxaphonist came in third..
aidan didn't even make it to the top 3.. sad... but i think he has a bright future in front of him..

Diversity!! Winners of BGT 2009

Played football again.. sweat the hell out of myself..
if i continue like that.. im gonna be 100% fit.. haha...

Back to school tomorrow..^^

Holidays

2009-05-30T14:35:00.003+08:00

its holidays for 4 weeks starting now...
but i have classes for 2 weeks...
and have exams on week 4..
so do you call that a holiday??? haha..
u be the judge....
and yeah... the boy i like so much in Britain's got talent has gone through the finals..
yeah!!!...

this is how he got in to the finals...

this was his first audition... it got him into the semi's...

i just hope he wins.. he's kinda similar to last year's winner...
i wish i was just half as good as him.. haha ^^ and he's only 12.. !!
dream on baby...

Had prelim 2 Higher Chinese paper yesterday..
it was okay.. just hope i do fine...
3 more weeks to exams... must start studying adi... sad... ><

Esplanade on the 29th of june... Dance Fantasia on the 24th of July... Bullish Bearish Business.. Dance Dance Dance.. !!

Exams in 3 more days

2009-05-26T19:43:00.002+08:00

for higher chinese paper only la...
others still got 4 more weeks... hope i will do good for my chinese this time...
im a weird guy... im chinese but im not at all good at chinese....
cant say im a banana because my english never get A1 since i came to singapore 18 months ago..
so wad am i?? someone in the middle.. haha.. the middleman... not bad, though..
went school today.. obviously la... recovered from my "sickness" adi...
classes were getting slackier and slackier...
syllabus all finished.. its just revisions and pass year papers everyday.. sien dao....
anyway... i think im done blogging for now...
nothing much to say...

For no apparent reason.. i tried to save money today but couldn't.. haha..
i dont know why.. someone please help me.. lol ^^

All i want is you.. would you be my bride..?

No school for me

2009-05-25T16:45:00.002+08:00

slept till 9 today...
apparently i was "sick"..
stomachache and a mild flu... not anything serious..
slept most of the day.. very tired too...
the semester is coming to the end.. and everyone in the hostel is talking about holidays and trips back home to malaysia..
not for me and the other sec 4s though...
im running low in supply for cash too.. even though i have a bundle of those in my back account..
but i promised myself not to touch the cash inside there... its for backup.. ^^
can i live 4 weeks in singapore with 40 bucks??
i don think so... haha.. good luck to me.. ooopps.. make that 32 bucks.. had mc donalds for breakfast and 5 bucks for the medical fees.. damn.. ><

went out yesterday with amoo and my seniors julian and perret..
the movie night in the museum was crappy... but we had a few laughs...
had lunch at somekinda fancy restaurant named Hip Diners USA... haha.. the restaurant even got Obama as a spokesperson.. not bad..
the food was quiet ok.. but the service was damn lousy...
and we still had to pay that 10% service tax.. luckily we left a rating service sheet for them.. hope they change for the better. haha ^^

nothing much to say now... my body feels lifeless...
no more energy left inside of me.. i need something to rejuvinate me...
a hug or a kiss maybe?? nahh... just kidding.. haha.. byee..

Man Utd are gonna win the Champions League... Champions League...

Relaxed

2009-05-23T15:25:00.002+08:00

saturday morning lessons were scrapped for the weekends..
chinese intensive for these two weeks.. so there's no point coming back on weekends too..
woke up early though... played football...
had alot of fun... and sweat of almost 2 pounds of fat.. haha..
still had english bridging course back in school at around 1230pm..
so we left hostel at 1130.. only to be delayed by the bus..
left the bus stop at 12.. and reached j8 around 1220...
bought subway.. takeaway la of course.. and rushed back to school.. we ran... ! haha
luckily... we were late by only 20 minutes.. haha...
gave some crap reasons to our teacher... she doesnt care also la... haha....
one more week till the end of school for this semester... but mine's only starting to end.. there's atill 4 more weeks of studying before my mid year exams... sien laa...
no going back to malaysia... while all my friends back there are having fun ( i hope )...
heard today that there wil be dance practice during the holidays.. yeah!!...
i miss dance so so much..
those guys in britain's got talent show really have a hell lot of talent...
the surely know how to dance... especially this davis boy.. hope he wins... haha ^^
nothing much to say... i'll blog if i have something to say later..
byeee....

Cut

2009-05-21T19:00:00.003+08:00

one word to describe it all...
i had a haircut yesterday..
short it maybe.. but i think it makes me feel much more cooling..
CUT... my life's been cut into pieces...
no more free time...
just been told today that remedials during holidays are maybe up till 1pm..
that seriously sucks...
this whole week was kinda good.. revision-wise...
alot of small little test.. which made me took out my textbook to revise...
there's History elect tomolo... even though its an openbook test.. i think im gonna continue the tradition of revision that i carried out this whole week.. haha...
next week is gonna be prelim 2 for higher chinese... the express chinese students are having their exam in like 10 days time.. all the best to them..

our new geog teacher... is someone i really don like...
its not good that i write out her name here... i dont want to get sued or reported to the police again like i experienced one week ago..
lucky that she'll only be around with us for 2 weeks... our teacher mr yong had to go for reservice.. and she only a relief teacher..

speaking about THAT incident...
let me tell u my story...
last thursday... me, bryan and min en.. decided to go the heartland mall to buy some stuff..
we walked there in our sku attire.. but i gotta admit we had our shirts not tucked in and were wearing flipflops..
we used our usual route and we saw an man and a women walked pass us.. a dog was in front of them... on a collar but not on a leash... and the leash was hanging around the man's neck...
we did nothing and maybe just stole a look or two at the dog or couple before continuing our walk..
just then.. a god inside the compound of a house started to bark at us.. * BARK BARK BARK*
3 of us turned around and watched the dog but we never stopped... we continued walking past the house.. and then suddenly... we heard..
*Shen Me L*n J*ao.. Lai la..* ( in chinese la.. of course )
3 of us turned around and was like " wat the hell???!!"
we did not even do anything.. and the men shouted at us.. it wasnt even his house..
and his dog.. was charging at us... only then did he shouted at his dog and it stopped just before it reached us..
god knows what would have happenned if it got to us... i dont wanna get rabbies.. haha..
we did nothing.. not even stare at the men.. we just turned around and continued our walk.. we tot the man was like crazy or something... and then we just forgot the whole thing and continued our walk to heartland..
when we returned back to the hostel about 1 hour later.. we were told to write down our names...
the Office Manager said it was for somekind of verification.. but we were the only ones asked to sign... 3 of ous.. while other students coming back did not have to sign..
it looked kinda weird.. but we did not expect anything..

it was late at night.. around 11... when we were told the news...
i saw mr lawrence tan.. and he said some man wanted to file a police report at us...
the man claimed that we abused a dog.. and we were threatening him...
i just stood the agape... i tried to explain.. but mr tan ask us to meet him at the office...
the OM and mr tan spoke to us for a long time.. we told everything to them..
at first they were reluctant to listen.. but after a long time.. they started to believe us...
at last.. we came up with the solution of the 3 of us each writing an apology letter.. (even though we did nothing wrong)
we just wanted that ASSHOLE to feel like he's king.. so that he wont report to MOE and the police...
we didnt want a black spot on our already "not so clean"disciplnary record.. haha..
and we did not want the school or principle to know about this too..
really damn suey lo.. meet this kinda of palia ppl..
singaporeans really like to show off... erm... i dont meen everyone la... but there's alot here around my hostel...
small matters also wanna complain.. show off that they are reach..
hey.. c'mon la... u guys got nothing better to do meh.. ZZzzz...
so i hope with that apology letter.. this case will be solved.. hope so...
anyway.. i know where the man stays... so god have mercy of him when im about to leave this hostel during the end of the year.. haha.. jkjk..

english O level Oral examinations are coming soon... OMG i must do well...
i want an A in english la.. haha...
must listen more to the news.. especially the BBC.. i esd told by mr lawrence tan.. who is not only my teacher mentor at the hostel but also my english teacher..
but my phone... spoil liao.. wth.. so suey...

and yeah... the school finally found out i still owe them 3000 bucks..
i was told by mr heng to pay up by next friday.. or i wont be able to sit for prelim 2.. haha..
i think i would choose no sitting for prelim 2.. haha...

my school's homecoming day is on the 4th of july.. too bad i wont be around..
haha.. i would be back home... yeappi...
but... who cares... i would choose home over "home"coming any time... haha..

im done... hands are getting sore for writing this long... brains are getting numb for thinkin this long.. ^^

18times

2009-05-17T01:39:00.004+08:00

thats the number of times Man Utd have won the league..
the 0-0 draw with Arsenal made their league at the top of the table unassailable...
and this is their third consecutive title... looks like the champions league is next...
if they win it too.. it would be the first time any team has won the Champions League in consecutive years since its rebranding and new competition format...
and it would be a quadruple of throphies...
ok.. enough about football.. im not boasting about how good i am in football knowledge...
today was saturday.. as ususal.. we had chinese lessons in the morning...
slept late on friday night.. and was sleepy throughout the class..
after finishing class at 10.. we took a cab to Jurong Point... its somekinda mall.. quiet big..
we had CIP.. and we took a cab there.. bcoz we dont have to pay.. haha..
yeah.. thats rite.. the organiser of the event.. which was some organization about breast feeding.. wanted us to be there early.. so they paid for or taxi fare.. to and fro... haha..
and u know wad.. we did just one hour of services.. but they are giving us 5hours... all bcoz we went there early and helped moved some goodie bags which was not at all heavy...
had english remedial after coming back to school..
went to toon yang's house after that.. it was big okay.. it kinda reminded me of houses in malaysia becoz it was big.. haha...
bryan and keewen had to practice for CHMA auditions.. rock bands and due for audition on tuesday.. all the best.. don screw up like me.. haha ^^
anyway.. i caught angels and demons on friday with my couzzie and liangyuh...
niceeeeee!!! must go see.. lots of twist and turns..
rating.. 4 out of 5... haha...
okok... its late now.. gotta go...
today din talk on the phone also.. sien la... haha ^^

Manchester United..
18 league titles = on par with liverpool...
2010.. 19 league titles = in front of liverpool..

Kinda dead

2009-05-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

im talking about my blog though...
life has been hectic...
prelims are 5 weeks away.. and i've not started on anything yet...
had CHMA auditions today...
kinda screwed my song which was Perfect by Simple Plan..
lost my breath and couldnt keep my composure...
sang one verse only and decided it was enough...
it will be a miracle if i get through i think.. haha.. but i had fun..
the last week was kinda fun.. especially during the long weekend break..
we had no school on monday.. due to wesak day falling on saturday.. we had an extra day off on monday...
went out almost everyday except on monday...
spent alot of $$ at bugis... 5 of us went out together on saturday.. and we both 5 identical shades... kinda hilarious.. but i think the shades are worth it.. haha..
went bowling on friday evening.. and i broke my own record... 132 marks on my first round...
not bad at all.. haha.. anyway...
i think i gotta go now..
a headache is building up in my head..
my migrane is back i think... the lack of sleep made me sleep at least 1 hour during lessons today...
gotta go.. chao...
good luck to friends back in malaysia... exams are coming rite??

I'm sorry.. I can't be.. Perfect..

Random

2009-05-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

nothing much to blog about...
juz wanted to wish a few happy birthdays..

Happy Belated Birthday to My MUMMY who had her birthday yesterday...
her age is a secret... haha ^^

Happy Birthday to My Buddy Bryan.. he's officially 17 now... u can drive now.. haha ^^
too bad ur in Singapore.. lol

Life's Boring

2009-05-03T12:49:00.002+08:00

nothing much to do now...
the long weekend was wasted just like that..
sec 3s are busy studying...
but we sec 4s dont have exams... not in the study mood..
watched wolverine on friday.. no on the big screen.. but on the computer screen..
haha.. it was an ok ok show...
went to bugis street on friday...
it somehow gave me an impression of Petaling Street back in KL...
ahhh.. i miss home... i miss my bed.. haha ^^

Study mode status : Off

Free Saturday

2009-04-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

today was nice...
no morning lessons for the first time since last year on a saturday...
so its usual for me to sleep late..
woke up at 12 noon.. had lunch which was sucky...
went out for the whole afternoon and evening..
caught 2 movies..
the first one was Knowing.. kinda lengthy show... the concept of the movie was nice..
but the ending was sucky.. alien life saving a few people to start life on another planet..
thats so lame.. so i give it a rating of just 3 out of 5..
the second movie was taken.. this one was nice...
a retired sercet agent bent on revenge bcoz of his daughter's kidnapping..
nice show.. many violent scenes and shooting scenes...
full of suspense and thrills... 2 thumbs up from me... 4 out of 5 rating...
its been a while since i last caught a movie.. no time la this few weeks...
but today.. free wor.. so go out spend some money lo.. haha ^^
kla... no more time.. gotta do other things adi..
byeee....
Anyone wanna watch my dance LIVE??
performing at esplanade on the 29th of June..
tickets are on sale now...
haha....

6 more months and im still slacking... ^^